everything begins here....

happy chinese new year

2008-02-10T21:52:00.000+08:00

already 1month didn't touch my blog... so many things happen in my life.... back to kl since January and back to kb again for Chinese new year... enjoying life at home for 1 week time... met friends, relatives which met once every year.... nth to write much... coz no mood for now... feel so so down....
anyway, just let picture to show what happened within this few month...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAVE A PROPER, HEALTHY AND WEALTHY YEAR....

perming my hair

latest look...

beloved siblings

lovely family

J4N

2007-12-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

fully congratulation to Jonathan and N for their band who get 1st runner up for the BOB2007 band competation.. as what i know, they get top 8 among 306bands... really unbelievable... but they did their best... well done to them...

jon with bass guitar

2007-12-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

huh.. long time didnt update my blog... so i think i better use picture to show everything......

6th december 2007--- my 1st operation in my life...
actually i just tot my teeth injury not so serious... but when the dentist check for me, she said i hv to wait for the specialist doctor to check coz she cant handle my teeth.... *cannot handle?? what she mean??? * when the specialist doctor came upon me, he help me took x-ray... then he said i hv to do a small operation to remove some of my gum, some of my GUM!!!!! really shock me... the pain... i really cant describe... huh.... for the result... i hv to open my mouth for almost 4hours to do the operation...

see all the apparatus.. really make me scare....

9th december 2007---- flood and flood and flood...

lorong near school....

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and me...

beloved sister....

school + children with turtle...

9th december 2007- 15th december 2007---- Penang+langkawi+ my 20th birthday

went to penang to find my 2nd sister who working there.. miss her so much... met her bf, vincent, who looks like someone... wakakaka... *somebody who i love most*... sister bring us around in the island... hiking penang hill, shopping at queensbay mall..... on 11st, we went to langkawi after my daddy whole body medical check up.... spent 3days there... and finally spent my birthday on car... reach home hv to clean up the mud in the house.... flood and flood again... haih.... happy birthday to me.... lonely me.... =(

hiking penang hill with family....

langkawi trip with family... + lengzai....

siblings and lang...

growing up in church....

2007-11-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

sorry i cant upload the photo i took when i was a tiny child... but i can upload the latest photo which i snap in church lately....

yih jiun(left)... a christian gal which join our church when she 5years old...

yet phinh(middle), we grown up in church together.....

new members in our church... children class...

PJ + Setapak + Genting

2007-10-30T14:52:00.001+08:00

7th of october, back KL with william... Tot wanna can settle the ptptn documents within this few week coz i get some news bout the ptptn officer might go to Utar within this few weeks.... but when i reach there n went to PD block to verified my document, i just get to know the ptptn officer 22nd just come... oohhh... stil got around 2weeks time.... i cant back kb also coz no more ticket for non-muslim... haih...

but luckly my darlu n friends stil at kl... so i went to setapak to find my darlu n my boddies... and yik yong n tai wen already promise we wil go to genting to gathering.... feel very happy to meet all of them... we very enjoy although yik yong cant join us to our genting trip....

few week stay at jacq there... we cook at home so tht can save few day expenses... went to MU to meet up someone important in my life... really long long time didnt meet him.... *shy*...

wanna thanks all my budddies... luckly i stil can found a group of members who we share same interest, same hobi, same mind thinking... i really appreaciate them.... jacq, kc, kk, genki, peiyu, taimong, yik yong, thanks to you guys so much... i really love you all.... thanks to be my friends... always be by my side when i need you guys help... really thank you...... muaks.. *hug hug*....

................my buddies.................

...............genting trip.................

//////honey+darlu//////////

((((((((((((((frenz forever))))))))))))))))))))))

bukit keluang trip

2007-10-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

enjoy my holidays at home.... and some of my gang back kb also.... we went out to play badminton... everynight went out for tea..... and 5th of october.... we went to bukit keluang together..... very enjoy there.... and thanks GOD coz he give us a nice weather to us.... and below is our stupid face in the beach...

happening month

2007-09-30T12:51:00.000+08:00

long time didnt update my blog lo... this month was busy with the final exam.... my time table not so pack so i manage my time so that i can handle the exam... during exam week, i stil go to setapak find my dear friends... celebrate genki birthday, shopping and more... hehe... enjoy my life then...

11st september-24th september...
exam weeks....

21st september - wei liang birthday....
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY GUY.....

see his sexy bra and panties.... haha

24th september- last paper+sunway lagoon...
after finish the last paper, merdeka!!!!! haha... is time to play lo... so after we take our brunch at mamak stall, our gang go sunway lagoon by taxi... met wei liang and his friends at there.... enjoy our life there.... haha...

25th september until now...-back hometown-...
back kelantan alone by train... but so happy my housemate send me... hehe... i will always miss them.... back home.... enjoy my 3month holidays now... haha...miss him so much... hehe....

bad news

2007-09-14T20:47:00.001+08:00

last night, burn midnight oil... hope manage to study finish all the chapter... ya, i can do it but don know how much can really get in my brain... and today IT paper... really make me feel so bad... for section A, still ok... but look at section B... ohhh.... everything become blank.... i really cant answer all the questions... but i try my best not to left in blank....

after reached home, get my younger sister sms... in the msg.....
" sis, actually... our cousin, je leng... last night 1130pm already pass away... we didnt inform you because scare will affect my emotion... so sorry... "

i really feel sad to heard this news.... she really tried her best to fight wif the sick.... but finally she also failed... actually this mayb is the best way for her to family members because she know everyone is care bout her.. she don wan to trouble others.... and mayb this is the best way for her coz we know she really suffering with the pain.... Je leng, we will always love you and remember your angle face.... you are the queen in my heart... Your heart, the way you smile... always bring us happiness... i stil remember when i was young, she always bought and keep a bottle of sarsi drinks for me... and ask me don tell otther and this special for me... i really love her... i am proud of you coz you are always strong and pass through your difficult life without giving up... you are always in our mind.....

we love you....

back hometown....

2007-09-12T18:41:00.000+08:00

came back from kb last friday... really miss my home so so much... miss my parents... miss my crazy sister.... but when come back PJ, i really feel so stress coz i never touch my books and notes since going back... the worst thing is i bring back all my notes and books back home but i never open the bag... haha...

but i feel so so happy is i manage to meet up my friends when the 1st day i reached home... when i just step in my house half hours, take bath, then my friend, cheh chun, phone me and said they already on the way come to fetch me... ohh.... luckly my mum allow me go out... very happy la...

the 2nd day, went out eat steamboat wif my darling, darlu, boon, leong and darling's friends... haha... a happy happy dinner... eat so full... i think almost all the ice-cream finish by us.... hahaha... but tht night i hv to go to hospital to take care of my cousin who really sick... pity her... *pray hard for her....

my stupiak darling wif me at secret recipe....

talk bout my cousin, i really very pity her... in her whole life, she really face a lots of problems... since her secondary school... until she get married, until she get this health problem.... but the one which make me feel proud of her is she very very strong.. in physical and mental... she really tahan the pain and hurt because of her daughters and her family members.. she didnt give up although she know her body situation... i really feel proud of her... je ling, you hv to strong ya... we will pray hard for you... gambatte.... we all always support you and love you....

and i miss my crazy sister... she really mean alot to me... think back last 3 years when we faced the accident when going to penang for my 2nd sister convo... i really feel so scare i wil lost her.... luckly we protected by angles and God really take care of us... this sister, although sometimes she will make me sad and angry... but i really appreciate her... mayb she is the yougest in home, and we all always protect her.... we alwys can talk until midnight, until she fall sleep... haha... miss home....

this are the pictures i took when back hometown...

1st take - normal face

2nd take - change a bit...

3rd take - crazy face....

4th take - ugly face.... hahahahaa....

found this song......

2007-08-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

It’s You

You are faithful Lord in all your ways
Your promises remain the same
You are loving Lord to all You’re made
You came to those who believe in your name

You will show your power
It’s you who stills the raging seas
It’s you who makes a way for me
It’s you who brings my heart to peace
You my God forever It’s you.

You’re the one who watched over me
With eyes of love you care so deep
So when u lift my voice to you my king
Your hear my cry you know my every needs

1 utama trip

2007-08-21T00:37:00.000+08:00

a boring weekend started... 4/5 of my housemate all went out, some went to melaka for football match, some go to their relative house.... only left me n zhi ying at home... but luckly my darlu this week come to find me... hehe... thanks my darlu so so much...

this fellow darlu, follow me went to school in the early of the morning... let her experience the Uni life at Utar... haha... hope she really enjoy la... but quite pity her coz she must be very very boring... we went to mamak stall eat roti canai telur together.. introduce my classmates to her....

after class, we went to 1 utama... lulu keep on ask us and we also feel boring at home... so just accept and go together....

we walk around the 1utama around 3hours... very tired...this month not enough money to spent lo so just can window shopping.... haih... how good if i got "black card" in the future??? haha...

actually, i really hope i can be a successful person in the future.... really very very hope..............

around 2pm, feel very very hungry... we plan to went to Pizza hut to settle our lunch... sadly, we use around 45minutes time to find the location of Pizza hut... but luckly in the end we also can found it... hahaha....

a boring weekend just end like tht......

and within this few days, i really think alot... mayb i already tired with wat confused in my heart for so long time.... i am tired.... i don know wat should i do now... and i don know izit i have to comtinue this journey... i don know.... and i really hope i can make a stand on my decision... i know wat in my heart... but i really very scare i will give up before the right time.... God, help your daughter here... i know i am weak, hope your wisdom fall into my heart.... guide me wat should i do... and tell me wat should i do in your plan for me....

this is the picture we took at 1utama....

!@#$%@#@# me n darlu@#@%$#%$$@@#$

~~~~~~~~~~ me n jia luh~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~ fatty me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

last presentation for year1 sem1

2007-08-17T01:44:00.000+08:00

haha... my last english oral presentation... hehe... our title for our presentation is "Racial Harmony". A very very very boring title.. but thanks God we stil manage to complete it and get a satisfied marks... i get 16/20... hehe... good marks??? Hope so...

finally, all the presentations n assignments....

i don know why, why in the humanity, will be somebody, some group of people, they always wan to be the top, no matter how bad the things, they wil did, to reach the successful... i not sure is it they will feel happy or feel satisfied when get the result they wan, i don know..... and wat i get is they wil not have their truly friends in their life... i reallise all of this in my uni life.... i am not wan to critic or judging someone, but just be patience wif wat happened... is ok if you wanna bully me or wan to judging me tht i did wrong... i will accept whatever you wan me to do, and did whatever you wan me to be done...

BE PATIENCE!!!!

~!@#$%^&*( my classmates) *&^%$#@!~

~!@#$%^&* ellsa n ivy *&^%$#@!~

<>~ ellsa & stephanie~<>

...we are the best PR practises in the future...

hate assignment...

2007-08-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

finally... i finish the assignment and didnt receive a phone call from my group leader... Thanks God... You know wat? I have to redo the assignment for 5th time.... haha... i think this is the most trouble assignment i face for this sem.. i really no point to write lol.... but cant leave blank.... can feel my head going to explode.... bang!!!!!!

i feel so sorry to my group members... i reallly already did my best.... i really write everything i know, i understand..... SO SORRY!!!!! i can feel i totally useless.....

useless= mei you yong!!!!

and i more thing make me feel fedup is 1 of my roommate... this gal, really don know how to respect other ppl... she can see and sure she know ppl stil sleeping but she make so much noise in the room.... somemore when she wanna come in the room and go out from the room, "PLAM!!!!!!!!!"... she close the door as kuat as she can!!!! SHIT!!!!! wat come into my mind is, izit her parent never teach her how to close the door since she small??? or her parent also the same close the door like tht???? haih.... Wat the meaning of respect in her mind???? i really cant do anything.... just can keep quite and waiting for next sem and move out... and 1 more thing is she always don wan to keep the room tidy... her place full of her things such as shampoo and her bag... OMG!!!! wat a gal like this???? haih.... really cant tahan lol.....

and congrate to ah N... he won the 1st and 2nd prize for the competation..

best performance
best performer
best song arrangement
best melodies
best lyrics

wanna continue my work lo... update the blog next time....

assignment+presentation

2007-08-03T12:20:00.000+08:00

finally, we finish our mass comm assignment and english assignment... so hard to pass through this week... some more this few day keep on headache and fall sick... but thanks God i manage to pass up the assignment on time...

and today, our mass comm tutorial cancel.. i planned wanna back home to take a short nap coz last night around 4am just sleep... but shirlyn told me we 12pm have to go to puchong to have an interview for our PR assignment coz already make an appointment...OMG!!! i have to change my plan....

1130am start our journey to Puchong... we met the manager and talk to him for half an hour, me and zia en just sit a side and force ourselves to open the eyes and try to concentrate... pity gal she fall sick for whole week but still didn't recover... maybe the weather and the environment caused we all fall sick...

we have our lunch at wong kok restaurant which located at IOI mall... we have a great time there.... and now i wanna introduce my group mass comm assignment, our "exotique" magazine...

tang tang!!!!!!~~~~~

our magazine....nice???

my PR assignment group members;

from left: shirlyn, me, anna, gillian

from left: shirlyn, me, anna

my uni life + greenbox = enjoying...

2007-07-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

<><><><>UNI LIFE<><><><>

I still left last mid term paper which will held on next monday... haih... and today i get a good news, that is i get the higher mark in class for PR paper.... haha... it really surprise me coz i tot i wil failed in this paper... somemore after the exam, i stil close myself in room and blame myself y didnt study hard.... haha... and my mass comm test, i think wil worst than PR alot alot coz i really don know how to answer at all.... haha.....

but i really thank to my stupiak gang in Utar... they are " Lulu", "Chong Chong", Kim Loo, Hong Ling, Stephanie and more... i really appreciate them coz they give me a lot alot of happiness and let me enjoy the uni life....

........................my classmates.......................

<><><><>my stupiak gang<><><><>

~~~~~~GREEN BOX~~~~~~

last sunday, 5 of us include me and my darlu attack Greenbox at 10am.. We look like a " morning bird" which wan to distroy greenbox microphone.... haha... we sang like crazy and enjoying the sound effect from one another... haha.... i really enjoying the time which spending wif them... although my darlu always come to find me, she stil can enjoying wif my housemate... i really appreciate her as my best best friends..... you know wat, she bring alot of sample for me.... hahaha.... really happy le....

this are the sample which she bring for me... haha

my stupiak housemate and my darlu

me and my darlu

@#$%&^* my stupiak housemates*^&%$#@

my uni life....

2007-06-04T16:33:00.000+08:00

finally.... i can online..... and i now waiting for the class on 5.30pm... today i really feel very very tired..... last night late sleep, then today 6am wake up and wash up.... then 8am class until 7pm class..... haih.... going to die soon...

and my redang trip, i stil cant upload the new photo... so next time when i get the photo or i have the time, i wil upload and tell you all the story, k?

and i miss him... haha.....

my redang trip

2007-05-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

before leaving redang... little turtle... cute...

mug mug tea....

15th of may until 17th of may.......

is our trip to redang island before i start my uni life... but so sad taiwen and yik yong and tim cannot go wif us.... 15th morning, 5am start journey to kuala terengganu jeti.... coz last night cant sleep well so felt so sleepy..... 8am reach jeti....

and enjoy our life there.... snockeling, swimming, dancing, play games, join the beach party....
really appreciate my friends so much..... but so sad we face some accident when back.... accident with a motor, so sad... then when on the way back been saman again.... such a bad day for us.....

but we all also enjoy the trip..... finally...................................

start a new life....

2007-05-09T18:25:00.000+08:00

i am back to my life..... i really wanna thanks to all my dear friend who really make me clear wat i want in my life... spent almost 5days wif my best friend, jacqueline at setapak last week, i begin realise so much things.... actually, in my life, i really stil got alot of thing waiting for me to do and God hv his perfect plan for me...

although just few days at KL, i very enjoy my life with friends.. and start from the day i reached KL, i feel so sorry to my dear friend... coz last few times i went to KL, and i didnt stay wif her but this time, i no other place can stay so just go her place... i really feel so bad and feel so so so so sorry to her..... but luckly she understand me and acc me within this few days....

actually, this stupiak girl really bring alot of joy and happiness for me... really.... we did some stupiak action when we 2 alone in room, acting like " JU ONN ", capture my kopek ass and breast( sure with cloths)... and she bring me go times square, KLCC, petaling street, and more and more.... and we enjoy the curry fishball, ikan bakar, and more and more... although her money just left few RM100++, but she stil acc me go here go there.... i really appreciate this girl so much....

at night, we talking nonsence until midnight and her roommate just sleep besides us... talk bout him, until cried, but she stil acting her cute face to make me smile... dude, in this world, i never met a friend who really can make me feel comfortable like this girl... jacq, really thank you so so much.... you really mean the whole world for me.. without this stupiak girl , i think i wil still stay in my world wif worries and sad... and now, i found wat i want and contine my life with smile and hope....

and thanks to her again coz her friends bring us to genting when 1st of may to watched the fireworks... and tht firework start on 8pm but we 7.30pm stil at setapak, so her friend drive like roket... and we 8pm reach the peak of genting and we enjoyed our fireworks.... and we around 2am just back home.... i really appreciate the time we girl spent together... i really feel pround to be her friend and i hope our friendship never last... and i love her so much.....

thanks God for everything...

help me.......

2007-04-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

i know i
totally useless............

totally guideness........

totally ..........................................................................................................................................

but wat can i do??????????

tell me.......

wat can i do?????????????????

d i s s p o i n t e d

2007-04-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

in the beginning........

this year is the bad bad bad year for me....... face too too too too much problem in my life.... since january, until now.......... everything came to change my life....... and i begin to realise many many things.....

i really felt sad and disappointed to myself.... tot everything wil be smooth in my life, smooth in education, relationship, etc........ but........ everything bad came into my life.... nobody wiill understand my feeling except GOD...... i know you never leave me alone, you heard my prayer... and i know you got other good plan for me........

today, i just realise i don have any very very close friend who understand me, who really can share my problem with...... never.... never...... and i miss him......... miss him so so much......